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Respect, Respect

“Now these ladies is lookin pretty from city to city
I refined a few I met, around the country
The nitty gritty, it’s all reality, no question
Actual fact like tight jeans cause yeast infections
And sisters with good minds, get no respect when
Their ass is all hangin out, playin the bar section
of the club shake what your mama gave ya, back to the lab
I drop the truth, cause rhyming is more than just my craft
Or a way to get ass, or fast cash, or blasted

Black women, make sure you’re respected
When niggaz is kickin that old off the wall shit, let em know
from jump: “Dead it”, you’re not ignorant
Knowledge wisdom understanding is the key to wealth
Put some clothes on that ass if you respect yourself

With those hooker type wears hon you’re, playin yaself
With those skin tight jeans baby you’re, playin yaself
Everything all exposed you’re, playin yaself
You’re, playin yaself, you’re, playin yaself

Everything all exposed you’re, playin yaself
With those skin tight jeans baby you’re, playin yaself
With those hooker type wears hon you’re, playin yaself
You’re, playin yaself, you’re, playin yaself”

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February 18, 2010 1 comment

Finally started my Radical Self Love Bible . And I really hope it works. But here is an entry I wrote inside it today.

“I see the importance of being myself and loving myself, being okay with who I am inside. But for me, I have developed my interests, the things I enjoy and makes me somewhat who I am, from other people and I have no problem from that. I have somewhat mimicked, the interests and aspects of my friends that I really like, and have made it a part of my own. But who me taking these things that I like and admire, I have made my own personal blend of who I am. Somethings that I love within other people have developed into making me who I am, someone I love and am proud to be.

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February 16, 2010 Leave a comment

I have a very soft image, and for the most part I can fit this image. I am a pretty good person, obedient, hard workings, and have a innocent presence. Those I have been intimate with know that I may not be a good girl all the time, but that is something that I share with those I am comfortable with, and not with everyone. But once in awhile I feel like I like to be like everyone  else, say things I usually don’t say, and do things I usually don’t do. But I feel like right away I get judgment eyes, and that I shouldn’t be doing those things. According to a friend “Dragging my innocent name in the mud”, just because I may have discussed a somewhat sexual conversation, but not even to a serious extent. It gets tiring sometimes, being the person everyone thinks I should be. I am who I am , and if its not who you think I am, then I’m sorry. But know that I can have a good time, that I like to have fun too.

Because of this, I feel like I can be a good friend to others, that I can listen to people’s conversations with an open mind. So that’s my rant 🙂

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February 12, 2010 1 comment

I seem to be obsessed with the feeling of being “needed”. I need to feel that somewhere out there, my presence is irreplaceable, and I need to be there for something to get done, or I need to be there in order to put a smile on someone’s face. But lately, there are few things that are fulfilling that obsession. Sad to say, one of them is work, and the other is my puppy Sora. And that’s not saying too much. It’s actual human connections that I am missing lately. I believe I might have actually freaked out last weekend because of this unfulfillment.

But then I went through my week, and each day got a little better, and I remembered that I don’t really need anyone else, if I am happy with my own self. If I am happy with myself, then people will be drawn to my inner self-love. Not in a conceited way or anything like that, but I believe that people who love themselves, and live for themselves, have a certain presence and a mersmerizing glow. This is something that I am always attracted to, whether it be in a friendship or something more. If this person is confident within their own means, and has the utmost respect for their own soul, and of coarse to those around them, I melt.

So my goal for myself it to learn to love myself more. I have a lot of people who love me, so I shouldn’t have much room to complain. But I need a change in my life in order to be more happy with myself. So I need to see in myself what the people around me who love me see in me. This is my new mission.

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